First night-outing with friends (part 1)~

I back to my hostel late that night due to dance practice. In the way back home, my friends told me that they were going to take a light supper at around 12a.m. to 1a.m. I was so surprised that I never went out so late with friends to “yam-cha” at the mamak store.

After I took my bath, I chat with my family and waited my friends to finish their homework discussion before we went to supper.  At the time I chat, I almost fell asleep. I took a nap while waiting for them. Then, I heard someone knocked my door and I woke up with a very “sleepy face”. I am not used to hang out with friends at late night and I used to sleep early. My friends laughed at me because they saw me sleepy and not in a situation.  

Christmas (part 2)~

After that, I decided to do the sock myself by refer to the reference book. However, I not very well in sewing, so I begged my mother so hard to help me sewing the “sock” I created. The result came out was not so bad, I was so happy because I got my sock. At that night, I hang my sock on the wall beside my bed and I wish that there is a present inside it for the next day I wake up. The conclusion is nothing inside the sock. Ha-ha. However, I didn’t feel disappointed because I think I love the sock I made myself, this a present for me. This sock is with me until now.

When I grow up, I don’t have special feeling for Christmas again, I feel it is a normal day. However, the atmosphere of Christmas just always around me and I love to go to some place like shopping center which are beautiful and full of the atmosphere of Christmas. That makes me feel happiness enough.    

Christmas (part 1)~

Christmas is around the corner. What do you feel about the Christmas? I still remember that when I was a child, I like to celebrate Christmas myself and I always asked my father to buy gift for me.  Actually I didn’t know the meaning of celebrates Christmas at that time, the only thing I know was, there are many presents and gifts are given by adult to their children. I am not a Christian, I don’t celebrate Christmas but I admired those who celebrate and they got presents. The main point for me to like Christmas was the gifts given when I was a child. After I heard the story of about the gift in the sock, I asked my parent to buy a big sock for me so that I can receive big present, but I failed. My parent ignores me. This is because we don’t have this kind of culture.

"Team Pomsae" ~

It was busy for these few days. Busy prepare the dance and sing practice for the annual dinner next two weeks. I was very tired, but I have to go on. Actually, I like this way. This is because it makes me no time to think about the sadness caused. The most important thing is I am doing the thing I like, so I don’t feel it is hard.

There was a Taekwondo competition held at our university today. My friends and I were took part in one of the events called “Team Pomsae”. We were very nervous while the time we were doing our performance. We thought that we will lose in this competition due to we made a little but not very obvious mistake. However, we were called to compete another time with the other group again. We felt weird that time but we just tried our best. Actually, this round of competition held was to decide who will be the second or third prize. At last, we won the second prize! It was really out of our expectation. We were so happy. ^^

Think~

I feel that I like to think, anything. When I am watching a drama, I will fall myself into the scene and think what can I do if I was he/she.  This is only an example. What I am going to talk about is, I learn something every time I think. I encounter some problems recently and I was feeling sad. However, someday I talked to myself: Is it crying is useful to solve the problem? Does it worth to cry for somebody or something that hurt you?

The answer is NO. I tried to think and think so that I can find some clues to determine and overcome these problems. I did it now.  I know I can and I think I can. I learnt from it. There was no crying anymore. No more.  

The gap~

I finally finished two more assignments yesterday. There are two more left and I going to finish all before next week.  I was alone at my home yesterday. My home very silent with no sound of door closing and opening and the sound of wearing slipper walk around of my house mates. However, this kind of feeling is a usual for me because I used to be like that. Eat alone, walk alone and study alone. For me, this is my private time and this is my freedom although it makes me feeling down sometimes.

I think a lot these nights. Think about the relationship between us. I should strong enough to overcome those sadness caused. I am now thinking rationally about the problems of us, I wouldn’t cry easily anymore. I don’t afraid and I know you can do it better. I wait you.