Tired days~

It was very tired for me these days. Mental, physical and heart felt so tired. From the tired of mental, i was lack of sleep because i was hard to sleep and woke up suddenly in the middle of night. My friends asked why i was looking pale and has no strength these few days. I don't know, it was suffer. Besides that, my whole body felt pain especially my neck and shoulder, it was hard for me to exercise by turning the neck. In additional to the taekwondo training for almost hours this morning, i sweat a lots. I'm getting weak and lacking strength to do such hard work. My heart feel tired waiting and wishing someone to care for me just in time. So, i think i should learn to become stronger to keep my tears into deep in the heart. I'm afraid. Really. I hate the feeling of tired. I want myself lively back.